Sunday, June 21, 2015
ZERO TOLERANCE FOR CHEMICAL ROMANCE
In a previous post; "SURPRISE! SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS A DRUG ADDICT", my trials
I detailed trials and hardships dealing with people suffering with chemical addictions.
"Chemical Romance" is pervasive in our country right now. For some reason I tend to attract
these types of people. Believe me when I tell you that initially I felt much compassion
even sympathy for these people. I have put forth energy and actively tried to be there
for those people in my life because they are blood relatives and long time friends.
I have changed my position on people (friends/family) in my life with addiction
issues. It turns out that the person I considered my friend for 20+ is no longer my
friend. I also recently became re-acquainted with a cousin who engaged in a chemical
romance with crack. Here is my final take on addiction and persons suffering from
addiction. I do not care anymore. I am bankrupt of compassion for these people
as they have made too many trips to the well. The reason is whether they have completed
recovery or not; their reasoning is opposite of mine, a clear headed thinker for sure.
The point I'm trying to make is that if the drugs did not completely fry their brains; they
are just a shell of a person. Nothing motivates them. They are anti-social and are not
interested in doing any of the fun things friends/family do. When I say I'm mad I mean
I'm pissed off at the number of people hooked on narcotics. You can't swing a dead cat
without striking an addict in my experience. Add to this list having an intelligent
conversation with these people can't happen. Do you know what it's like to
be excited about starting the second chapter of your life but embarking on that journey
alone because what was my cheering section is now just a bunch of dis-interested
addicts. I will no longer give one measure to people exhibiting addictive personalities.
I will not waste my time sugar coating the fact that I literally hate these people. They are
worthless to me and society as a whole. I do not care what happens to any of them.
Addicts of America and all over the world are now on notice. Do not attempt to befriend
Bo Hennessey. Also since some have tried and failed to get me hooked on crack. I laugh
in your face. You see I did partake in a marijuana cigarette that was laced with crack. I did
not like the "high". Every fiber of my being was saying to me we don't ever want to feel
"this" again. I can't be addicted to the wrong thing. I love Coke a Cola very much. My mom
used to put a little in my baby bottle as a child. Today I do not consume more Coke a Cola
than is recommended. Right now today I have no real friends and I'm afraid to even try to
talk to anyone in my family because I can't remember who is addicted and who is not; so to
hell with them all.
I know that I am not the only human immune to toxic addiction; so I will make new "clean"
friends. Today "family" is sort of a fluid concept. Meaning family is no longer restricted to
"blood" relatives. I would love to hear your story if you have had issues with persons
suffering from addiction. If you are an addict I do hate you as long as you embody addiction.
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